I ever knew how troubling it is …
when you get hurt for a reason unknown..
May be there is a reason strong enough..
Only for you ,not a reason for someone else…
But why?Why does it happen to me??
And may be I am alive for this…
A kind of stupid emotions surround me through..
Just to make me feel it’s not all human
I shall say it’s all divine..
But my divinity has a value only for me.
I wonder ever why am I so!
when something goes mere the way,
I feel it’s coming to the way I am
But,alas I do regret it was an illusion..
An illision to fool me up…
Nothing was there, nor did anyone see..
Only it was a kind of hallucination just for me.
I knew not everything, but ofcourse something
But still, I am too ignorant of those which I should know
No, not again, I shall not wish myself,
Be again where I have been ever ,weeping alone..
I knew I was alone over there…
But why I never understand anything..
To leave of all those that aches..
To be bold enough to do what I wish
To say aloud what I feel for
But how shall I be so..
If it been so, then I shall not be me..
I am well composed as I am…
It’s all what I have to say atlast….