I am Cautious….

I was there afraid of myself,
to get lost somewhere inthe midst…
But I can never express myself,
so was the reason to fight with you..
I knew, I never wished..
that u feel the same as I do..
But often I get away with
the thought that you care for me
And the very next, I could know,
it’s all kidding not the truth..
I feel the world lost,
when I see you teasing me by..
Again on the way I could feel,
you don’t even know me anyhow…
All those agony make me cry,
not loud ofcourse,but broken inside..
A kind of conflict around,
as to be away from you.
One thing is there that,
I had never wished a thing,
to get away from you..
Still, I am knowing the departure,
where I’ll be alone again without anyone..
May be all these are stupidities,
for you and for everyone around,
except for a stupid..
A stupid for whom,I shall say
all these are divinity,nature’s gift,
but as though all of a sudden,
it turned out to be stupidity.
Stupidity of life,stupidity of love…
Well, this’s what she is ever expecting,
and may be cautious on the way ahead….